So I need a little blog-erapy (therapy) when you write about your feelings. I have been in this weird place spiritually. I have resented God for things that have happened in my life and I have allowed “sins” or actions that I am ashamed of to rule my life.

The thing about allowing these things to come into your life is that you never see them really until the “shit hits the fan” (sorry for the crudeness) but that is how I feel. You justify a bunch of little things until it comes to this huge mountain of problems in your life and you start making decisions from the wrong stand point instead of a well rounded good place. Now this can be used in almost any situation. Lets start with eating. I have justifiably let Diet Coke back into my life. Not a lot about 1 every few days, then about 1 a day but the other day I saw that I drank 2 in one day, and I almost had another one at dinner but I realized this huge lack of self control in my life. And this blog obviously is not coming from a heart wanting to turn away from Diet coke but really from the other sins I have allowed to rule my life.

Colossians 2: 16Therefore do not let anyone judge you by what you eat or drink, or with regard to a religious festival, a New Moon celebration or a Sabbath day. 17These are a shadow of the things that were to come; the reality, however, is found in Christ. 18Do not let anyone who delights in false humility and the worship of angels disqualify you for the prize. Such a person goes into great detail about what he has seen, and his unspiritual mind puffs him up with idle notions. 19He has lost connection with the Head, from whom the whole body, supported and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grows as God causes it to grow.